Sunday, March 23, 2008

Happy Easter

Happy Easter! Today was a nice day. Nate and I went out with friends last night and left Makayla with my mom. It was the first time we had left her with someone else for more than a hour and it was a little difficult. I know how lucky I am to have her and I don't want to let her out of my sight.

Well we are now going through the second set of holidays without Gabe and its a bit depressing. I think of what he would be doing and wonder what he would look like right now. I think about all the things I want to buy for him but can't. All the holiday traditions I want to share with him. I can't pretend the holidays aren't going on anymore, I have to learn to celebrate them without him. Our perfect little family forever missing one.

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