37 Weeks 1 Day

Well its February! The month I will meet my little girl. Last weekend we took a mini vacation to New Hampshire, which was nice and relaxing. We didn't do much of anything but enjoy being away. It's nice to know that the next time we go up there Makayla will be coming too! This week I have started to get things in order for her arrival-finally! We started working on the nursery and cleaning it out, we got the carseat put in, and the cradle in our bedroom. There is still a lot to be done, but at least we are moving in the right direction. Going through the nursery was difficult, brought back a lot of memories, but it wasn't quite as bad as I had anticipated. I guess I am learning to live with the grief a little bit more every day